Tension in Ease
Through the cyanotype process, Ryn responds to and makes visible internal, intuitive understandings of the self. In the space of process, which includes mark making with cyanotype chemicals, exposure, and rinsing the work, Ryn facilitates a inquiry - based dialogue between her inner self, the “I” and her outer self, the “me.” Through her work, within this space of “seeking to know,” comes what Mead describes as an “organization of the self,” a deliberative, negotiated, placement of what once was and what may come in one’s state of “being.”
For Ryn, these “knowings,” or decisions arise through movement - driven mark making with cyanotype chemicals. Through these kinetic marks, a figure-like form consistently emerges which subtly shifts in each work. The figure, representing the inner self extending outward, is placed within abstracted contexts or experiences, also made through the artist’s mark. In seeing and being in process with these figures, Ryn inquires not only into the shifts within her “self,” but in her state of well being, asking “are we okay?” Here, Ryn writes corresponding texts which seek to respond to and make known.
Ryn’s work holds subtle tensions as she makes space for these self - reckonings, for the minute, yet gripping terror of self - development. Her work recognizes the impermanence, a temporal quality, in our means of being.
Ryn returns to this process with devotion, near obsession. Her repetitive, practiced patterns of mark-making have lent themselves to the development of a signature figure in her work.
She returns to this practice as she seeks to know, and thus, care for herself.
Fear of an Unmet Need I-III
Cyanotype triptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
Each work, 22” x 30”
Year
2021
Held Together by the Space Between I - II
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
Each work, 16” x 20”
Year
2021
Movement through the Temporary I - II
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
Each work, 16” x 20”
Year
2021
In the Tension of Relief I - II
Cyanotype diptych on masa paper
Size
Each work, 21.5” x 31”
Year
2021
Early Reclaiming I - II
Cyanotype diptych on masa paper
Size
I: 21.5” x 31”
II: 31” x 21.5”
Year
2021
Soft Hold I - II
Cyanotype diptych on tracing paper
Size
Each work, 14” x 16.5”
Year
2021
Security ungiven, alive within me
Cyanotype Arches lavis - fidelis papęr
Size
51” x 71”
Year
2022
Relation in Continuum I - IV
Cyanotype series on Arches watercolor papęr
Size
Each work, 9” x 12”
Year
2022
For where do the meetings of “us” become part of our “selves?”
Deliberation of the Self
Cyanotype on Fabrinao Artistico watercolor paper
Size
22” x 30”
Year
2023
“Deliberation of the Self”
The known is indefinite,
Dehabilitation.
Inaction.
Here lives a part of you,
In need of deep repair.
Reconciliation
Cyanotype on Arches lavis - fidelis paper
Size
39.5” x 51.25”
Year
2023
Hold onto the times you felt whole and at ease;
release and grieve all else.
Gestures towards Acceptance I - II
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
I: 12” x 9” II: 9” x 12”
Year
2023
Gestures towards acceptance:
Perhaps it is that simple.
We move about,
Responding to what we need.
Protection of the Ease / Protection of the Ease at the loss of true Restoration
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
16” x 12”
Year
2024
Reach / Ease, Release / Scrutiny.
Deliberation of / Expression of Protections
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
12” x 16”
Year
2024
Clearer now is information embodied,
the indications towards needs and decisions;
limits, tolerances, non - negotiables.
Here is a movement toward an actionable, expressionable, care of the self.
Here is a move of restoration, an embodied, operational, “self to the fullest,”
at last negotiating from a place of worth.
Here also: a fear,
I will emerge, fortified, nourished, tender within myself,
and completely alone.
Restoration through feeling and response
Cyanotype on Arches watercolor paper
Size
22” x 30”
Year
2025
Renewal comes as you make attempts;
I am here, and here too, beyond myself.
A diptych of Presence and Ease
Cyanotype diptych on Arches watercolor paper
Size
Each work, 12” x 16”
Year
2025
The marks are decisive now, clear, and aware.
The figure tolerates shifts and unknowns,
Relying on structures and forms that have been there
Again, and again, and again.
Hold within, extend without; don’t let it get away I - IV
Cyanotype series on Arches watercolor paper
Size
Each work, 9” x 12”
Year
June 2025 (Eagle Lake self directed residency)
The “me” says, “see me,” and the “I” responds the best it can.
Feel the lightness here, the play, (as the wind blows the paper from the artist’s reach)?
Do not fret or undermine your “self.”
Go on, dig in.
You will come back, you will return,
Allow the elation.
Fleeting Ease I
Cyanotype on nylon
Size
Year
June 2025 (Eagle Lake self directed residency)
Fleeting Ease II
Cyanotype series on nylon
Size
15.25” x 45”
Year
June 2025 (Eagle Lake self directed residency)
A last release (for now), a gentle reckoning.
Ease drifts within,
Temporal.
I am here, and here too, beyond myself.
Lift and Be
Cyanotype series on Arches lavis - fidelis paper
Size
Approximately 71” x 45”
Year
June 2025 (Eagle Lake self directed residency)
Here you are again, above the page, overlooking.
Brush in hand, you move more deliberately now (for now),
The “I” knows the “me;” the “me” seeks the “I.”
The figure, in negotiation, in deliberation,
Rests, in process.
A Self at Rest at Last
Cyanotype series on Arches lavis - fidelis paper
Size
9’ x 3.7’
Year
June 2025 (Eagle Lake self directed residency)
A prolonged adjustment, a willingness to take apart,
to be in tension.
Release and float,
The self knows what it knows.
Feel and respond,
through being you become.
Am I fortified, full, at ease - through being you become.
The self knows what it knows,
responds, adjusts.
The search rests.
Consistent inquiry says,
You are okay here, in the being, as you endlessly become.